Today I seem to be a ball of emotions. Maybe I need a good cry.
It was a stressful morning trying to pick photos for a show whose deadline for entry is in 2 days. It didn't help that someone rattled my cage at noon.
They are narrowed down to eight but what seems the harder part is titles and what's worse is that I know this judge is a stickler for titles. Aaaaaagh! I just want to go eat something. Chocolate preferably. I can't seem to get out of this funk and what is really sad.... I watched Creative Live yesterday about becoming a working artist and I had my goals mapped out and I was quite excited. Today I want to throw in the towel. It just shouldn't be this hard. And yes I did take my hormones last night.
So I took a break and went to the bank before the mortgage payment bounced and what do think I did? Hint.... Starbucks is on the opposite corner. I could hear my name being called. It was so sweetly spoken, I felt immediate peace. (That's just not right is it?) I felt instantly different just walking in the door. Then the barista told me I smelled good. Now I really needed that. I had just put on an essential oil blend called Live With Passion. It does smell awesome. I should wear it all the time. It may result in me quitting my day job though.
Thanks for the detour Lord. I really needed this.